I was born in remote village in northern India near the sacred city Ayodhya, in a poor non practicing brahmin family. There are only few muslims in our village who work as tailor, barber and mason, but in my very early childhood days I never got chance to meet them. One day I went to a weekly market to buy some vegetables with my elder brother, then i would have been of 3 or 4 year old. There I noticed some unusual crowd at the some distance from the main bazaar. My elder brother, whom I was accompnying, took me there, we made our way to the front and I saw a horrible thing, a strog man was butchering a poor lamb which was reeling under pain, and deseperately trying to free itself from the grip of butcher. 'Let's go, said my brother, I thought it to be a snake charmer, but this is a butcher'. Butcher? what is this what he was doing? I asked my brother who was clearly looking upset, he unwillingly replied 'he is a kasai( butcher) and it is his profession'. 'He was whispering mantra! why he was chanting mantras?I bewildered. My brother laughed,'fool he was praying to his God, they call their God Allah'. Why?again I whispered. 'He is a muslim and they call their God Allah'Now keep quite my annoyed brother instructed me.
This was my first introduction to a muslim cruel and barabric, those horrible images are still fresh in my mind. At the age of 7, I came to Delhi with my parents in search of some better life,here I met people from all walk of life, there were some muslim friends also. There is a sizeable population of refugees in Delhi. I invariably visited homes of my classmates whose parents or grand parents migrated to Delhi during partition of India. They used to tell us horrible stories, that how women had been raped, childrens burnt alive men were cut into peices. Large population was forced to convert to Islam at the pain of death. There are thousands of such muslims in Pakistan who are muslims against their wish, situation in Bangladesh and Kashmir is no different.
 The present phase of Islamic jihad in India started in 1986, when prohet muhammed's hair which was presereved in a shrine in kashmir was stolen, and some opportunists fueled it further by alleging Indian govenment of misconduct in electrol process. Trained mullahs from pakistan, incited the hatred among locals, warning had been issued against kashmiri pundits to immedtiately leave kashmir, leaving behind their women and belongings. Pundits in kashmir litteraly hunted down by the jihadists, their homes vandalised, womens were raped, childrens and men were brutally murdered. America and Britain were smiling on the Indian helplessness, little realising that this menance, will one day reach to their lands.
 In 1992 India got another setback, some ultra nationalists demolished the abonened mosque at Ayodhya. This mosque was built by generl Mir Banqi by razing the Ram temple in the 15th century. In Mumbai muslims andalized several shops and killed several Hindus in retalition, hindus also counter attacked this madness continued over a month.Obviously muslims were at eceiving end this time t revenge the riotings  mumbai unerworld, which is muslim dominated, carried out large scale bombings with the help of pakistan's ISI.With thee events riotings were became common. Again in 2003 a coach of a train was burnt by muslim fanatics, killing 59 pilgrims including childrens and womens, the whole consipiracy was hatched in pakistan, and the culprits are still in pakistan under the safe patronage of ISI. As was anticipated large rioting brokeout in Gujrat claiming more than 4000 lives mostly muslims. To revenge the riotings student islamic movement of India along with Indian mujahideen in collaboration of Lashkar-e- taiba carried out a large scale bombings over period of two or three years. While all these things happening around, I was busy at my studies, never bothered that why all these things happening.
        
In the last two decades India witnessed so much unnecessary bloodshed, because of Islamic Jihad and there is no hope of respite in the near future. It is not only India which is feeling heat but Islamic countries pakistan, Afganistan, Somalia, Iraq, Iran, Sudan, Ethopia, Uzbekistan, Krygistan etc. are hostage to Islamic Ideology, and people are killing each other absolutely for nothing. 
 In november 2008 after Mumbai carnage, i was compelled to come out of my comfort zone, I was more than willing to help my country to come out of this difficult phase. I was considering  'all' the options available to me. But fortunately one day I landed on the faith freedom international, after reading extensively i got new perspective about this problem, i learnt first time that it  is not the muslims but the devil ideology Islam is the real culprit. I would like to thank Dr Ali Sina  for correcting my way of thinking, today I find myself in better position to fight this curse 'islam'.